cont.. (STORY OF MY LIFE)

I’ve been ups and downs through my working days.

To help my family is my main priority I would say.

Solve my own problems in my own very way.

I still kept smiling in every single day.

Receive an offer to further my studies.

When to Kedah and left my buddies.

I went there to pursue my dream to become an Engineer.

Get well motivated and overcome my fear.

I took the challenge to enter foundation.

I never doubt of making this decision.

To become an engineer it is just an inception.

I still believe that I can conquer the profession.

After foundation, a lot of problems that I face.

Financial problems are one of the phases.

My vision suddenly turns into a haze.

Only god knows my life is just like a maze.

During my fall times, a lot of people helped.

I never forget them because I’m in their debts.

Everyone look down on me and I know I’m poor.

But when they cry for help, I’m there for sure.

Day and night I am struggling with my life.

I’m just like a bee without a hive.

I really need oxygen to revive.

Just want to take all of my problems and just dive.

A lot of family problems and I can’t study.

I’m taking degree now is it risky?

Final exam is just around the corner and am I ready?

I really need something to become really steady.

I met a few friends that I’m proud to call brothers already.

P, A, K, and N do really make me more lively.

Quite a long time I didn’t taste the feel of a family.

Their presence really makes me happy.

This story started from the day I was born until now.

There’s a full stop in everything and I would like to take a bow.

In the age of 19 I carried a lot of responsibility.

Maybe that is just one of my special ability.

My shoulder is heavy with people and my own burden.

I still carry it without asking in return.

Honest to say I’m not an ordinary 19 year old.

Reason for that is because I have great heart, mind and soul.

This is all from my personal experience that I gain.

Started through love, happy, sad, pain and vain.

This is the journey that I survive.

I’m R.R and this is the story of my life.

-M.S-

STORY OF MY LIFE

My life is smooth and perfect just like grease.

I’m a 19 year old that just loves peace.

I’ve gone through a lot of problems and still holding the keys.

My name is R.R and I’m well very please.

From the day I was born until I turn 15 it seems very well.

But when I hit 16, it turns very swell.

People thought my life is as easy as ringing the bell.

The fact is my life is just like living in a cell.

Family problems and financial problems is just a daily routine.

My percentage of survival is always thin.

It is just like a shark without its fin.

Or am I just lucky to survive this scene.

Face my SPM with this problems isn’t good.

Whatever it is, it must be done and it should.

With or without help, I’ll know I would.

Just to be an example for my brothers and not a wood.

Everyone that I’ve known always condemned me.

Including teachers, friends and also my family.

The thing that drives me to proceed is my brother, Hadri.

He is the only person that knows how to motivate me.

I’m a smart student and that is what I see.

Face my SPM is like being left alone in the sea.

I still manage to get 4 A’s, 5 B’s and 2 C’s.

Many can’t believe I can do it and I’m still proud of me.

After SPM, I search a job to earn.

Any job would suits me and for sure I will not turn.

It is really hard and feels like my heart is being burn.

All that matters is my family and that is what I learn.

To be continue…

-M.S-