Thursday, 10 October 2013


Trust makes a relationship stable
That makes the bonding real
Lose trust and it kills you
No one will ever believe in you.

Learning to trust is one of life’s most difficult tasks
Because the entire world is made of faith, trust and pixie dusts
I’m disappointed to know this from others but not from you
I’m not upset but from now on I can’t believe you.

Trust is one of the most important key in life
Losing trust is just like being stab with a knife
Trust makes the world go round
And make smiles in the faces that were frown

Never lose faith and trust
Never make your heart fill with rust
It seems that everything is said and done
In the end, you have to choose whether or not to trust someone

Honesty is important in a relationship
Without honesty, everything will be like shit
Lie is not the key to escape
Never lie because eventually it will tear your cape

An honest truth is full of pain
But what can a simple lie gain
Lie will catch you up eventually
Just like what you did recently

I’m not upset because honesty comes from you and not me
I’m just wondering until when it will be
Maybe you’re afraid to tell me and just lie
Just be honest my dear or the feeling will die

I never blame people without honesty
That is their rights to be honest and definitely not me
One piece of advice is just please stop lying
Because I have feelings like a normal human being

Lie will catch you up eventually
Life will be shit without honesty
When you know people lie to you, your heart will burn
Trust is not given, it is earned.


Thursday, 3 October 2013


When you came…
It feels something that isn't the same
Cover my feelings and hide my shame
To put it a secret from my fame
Not to make jokes that is lame.

When you came…
Something odd and the feeling is new
Because people that makes me feel like this is a few
I can’t describe this “thing” to you
Hope you feel the same too.

When you came…
Maybe this is my turning point of life.
Because for every bee always change its hive
Sometimes I blushed and just want to dive
Something to hold through and survive.

When you came…
I always have this feeling of being lonely
Suddenly you came and accompany me recently
I feel that I’m going to be happy
Nevertheless, to tell the story that is too early.

When you came…
You enter my life with a knock on the door
Too many mutual common things that are accounted for
Please medicate my heart that is sore
Make me alive and let me roar.

When you came…
You sweep my heart that is full with dust
You lubricate my heart that is full with rust
Yes I like you but the tale is too fast
I’m scared and doesn't know when will it lasts.

When you came…
In the sea there’s a lot of fish
The fish I’m looking is only one, I wish
2 months apart and mature but sometimes childish
Can’t forget when your sweet face turns reddish.

When you came…
When night falls you always glow
Be strong my dear and never feel low
Some quotes to help you I would show
Just chill, relax and follow the flow.


Sunday, 15 September 2013


I know I've been alone
You've been gone for far too long
After all that we've been through
I miss you and I know you miss me too.

I will never let it show
The pain I've grown to know
Because with all these things we do
It don’t matter when I’m coming back to you

Your words have kept me warm
It helped me through the storm
I've waited so long just to come and hold you
Because my heart is always with you

I pray that hope won’t die
I can’t live another day in disguise
These feelings can’t be right
Lend me your courage and fight for us tonight

Nobody tells me all the reason we’re here
I have my weapon, there is nothing to fear
Memories won’t let you cry
Unless I don’t return tonight

Now I really can’t find happiness
It is lost somewhere along in the bitterness
Did I go wrong and lost my friend?
The only thing that I am trying to defend

Maybe you’re not mine and I won’t be sad
But please and always do remember that,
You have the heart of a pearl,
Be the change you want to see in the world.



Day by day past away
Not getting better I would say
As time slowly goes by
Everything seems to be a lie.

It’s hard to define my feelings
Inside my heart is loudly screaming
I won’t and never question why
Because a part of me had die

Insecure, depression, aggression,
Contain them through my passion
Another knock by the door,
Seriously, I can’t take this anymore.

Slowly I’ve tried to understand this
But certain things that I can’t release
Hide my feelings to satisfy others
Because I treated them like my brothers

When things suddenly gets worst
All I expect is the support from others
A knife in the back really kills
Rather commit suicide with some pills

To bear the thought of getting stab in the back
Never occur my brothers would do that
I've trusted them with my full heart
After all we've been through, this is what I get.

Music calms me down lately
To contain my emotions that is very deadly
Isolate my emotions and feelings aside
In order to have respect and keep my pride

It really hurts when the closest person stabs you
But that is life and still has to continue
I've accept the things that he has done
Hide my feelings until it’s gone

The thing I learn in life is to have respect
In friendship, have respect and no regret
That is what makes the relationship happy
Never spoil it with the presence of a third party

It is not the first time you've done that to me
Don’t spoil our relationship in this way that I see
Maybe you would say it’s very stupid to think that way
Think back; think hard or I’ll walk away

Try to think straight and move on
But I can’t because I’m worried about our bond
Never break our bonding with a third party
You’ll regret it and won’t be happy

In time, I need some time alone
I’ll be away and you won’t notice I’m gone
Seriously, I’m sad it turns out this way
Forgive me that I have to walk away

Loneliness is a curse for me
Nevertheless I’m trying to find who I would be
In God I would seek my inner peace
Until all of my stress are released

I’m not mad, I’m just disappointed
Just because of your attitude that you have pointed
Don’t care to ask or apologize to me
Because forgiveness it’s not from me but from you it will be

The point is that I really need my inner peace
I thought you can help me at least
I was wrong and expect to high
And now my feelings just die

In stress and depression I hide myself
The only thing I've felt is pain
But one thing for sure to remind myself

There’s always rainbow after the heavy rain