DARK SECRET

A dark secret I keep to myself for 7 years.

A secret I wish no one could hear.

But it is hard for me to keep by myself.

For 7 years I hold it and enough is enough.

In those dark times, I can feel the heavy burden.

A burden that I took with no reason,

It is my responsibility to my family.

Just to make sure that they will always happy.

All of my problems always pull me down.

A dark secret that sure to make me drown,

These problems make me lose a lot of friends which I love,

And not to forget a special person that I love.

People around me don’t believe all of my problems.

It is never in my thoughts that I would blame them.

For them, it is too young for me to face it and try.

For 7 years I face and that is a fact I couldn’t lie.

I sacrifice a lot to help my family.

It is my pride and not to forget my dignity.

When I sit alone and thinking, tears just fell.

I’m not strong enough to tell.

Just a little bit of my dark secret that I hold.

A secret that I would like to fold,

I tried so hard to explain and it is like drowning in the sand.

I won’t try harder because I know people won’t understand.

-M.S-